This year, I am just so thankful to God for everything He’s ever provided me with. Strength, courage, shelter, the ability to walk, breathe, speak.. the list goes on. Numerous times have I taken these blessings for granted, but I just want to thank God for providing again and again. I’m thankful for family, and their unconditional love and support. I’m thankful for friends who I can laugh with, and enjoy life with. I’m thankful for grace. Without it I don’t know who I would be, or where I would be. I’m thankful for trials that teach me to be stronger, and grow more in Christ. I’m thankful for that love of God that is just always there, even when I don’t deserve it.
The good and the bad. Everything that’s come and gone. I’m thankful for this life.
My rabbit is dying. The only thing I’m praying for is a miracle. I took her to the vet yesterday, and paid $86 to hear that there is a problem in her stomach and lungs, which can’t be identified unless through x-rays (which could not be performed because she had a terrifying car ride), and received pain medication and a sringe for water. Her breathing is shallow and short, and she moves abnormally when each breath she takes. She eats 2/3 of what she normally eats. Thankfully it’s more than half, if anything at all. She only drank 1/4 of her water within the past few days, and has grown skinnier. I rushed her back home after the visit, and drove to music practice crying along the way. It was rough yesterday. I don’t know what to do for her but only pray. I love her so much.
But in the midst of this, I can only think about how much God dearly loves his creation. Nothing compares to His great love and care for all. I think that is what brings me most comfort during all of this.
Ugh. I hate procrastination and it’s after effects. Bad day to decide to finish something on the day it is due of.
Such a gloomy dark day in Seattle. I’m still here too. For another two hours. I wish they had reviews at like 3. siggggh.
This week MUST go by fast. I can’t wait for Thanksgiving. and food. and gift shopping. and new moon.
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